What doesn't kill you will only make you stronger....or so they say.

When I started my blog way back in July which seems like so long ago, I did it for therapy to vent my frustrations and worries, well as time as gone by and I have some readers, I am a little afraid to vent now.   But the last week has really pushed me over my limit.  Today all I have wanted to do is cry and I wonder what in the world we have done. The delays and things not working out has really just done me in this week.  I don't know if this feeling is normal for what we are doing or not.  But I really wish that we had the money to hire people to finish what we need to finish so we can open. 90% of all the things that need to be done I have NO idea how to do it or where to start.  I have been working on the business end, working up the menu, getting an order ready and then figuring out the prices that will be charged and deciding on how many people to hire and how much to pay them. We need to open...because that nest egg we had has really been depleted and we are seeing straw at the bottom of the nest.  So we NEED to open!  But with the water lines needing to be run and the tile STILL needs to be finished and a new back door needed.  ALL the cleaning that will go on not to mention all the washing of the utensils and work tables it just will be a struggle to get there.  I don't know....but it was a leap of faith and so we must believe we can make it to the other side without fear of failing.

Well all my venting and my self induced pitty party has not made me feel any better and I am sorry that you are reading it maybe I should just delete it and write "Everything is great" and maybe like magic it will be.  But I don't live in the make believe world so I know that won't work.  The only thing I can do is hope that the new week will bring great progress and things will turn around and we can open on December 1st.  Then by January 1st we will know if we have made the right decision.  So keep us in your thoughts and prayers and should you not have anything to do, and would like to come down and help out a little it will be greatly appreciated. And should you not be able to stop by, just honk as you pass The Dairy Freeze.